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Name: Bee
Birthday: 7/8/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: taking pictures, reading, swimming, music, chillin' with my homies, watching chinese soap opera...blah blah blag
Expertise: Ummm...causing trouble ,causing trouble and causing more trouble.
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AIM:  GuRLiNyOohDrEaMs
Member Since:
7/19/2003
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| lol. im back again, and coincidentally its only one day earlier from the last i updated on july the 28th of 2008.
yay. anniversary :]
anyway.
why is it not a surprise that this summer is not any better than the last? in addition to taking a class, i now have a job and have nearly no time what-so-ever for myself. thank goodness for those two weekends when i had the chance to leave oakland and indulge myself in what summer is supposed to be. Other than that, ive pretty much been barred from socializing with many of my friends from high school. i feel like i dont know anyone anymore. its one of those moments when you feel that no one really give a crap about you. i am scared to lose the connection i used to have with my friends, even with the ones i thought were closest to me. word has it that we will always be close friends. i want to believe it, but despite my inability to interact with them, it seems like no one is making an effort to catch up with me either.
but i am thankful for kevin and a pinch-full of others that still bothers to talk to me (you know who you guys are) :] i might just go loony without them.
i shall attempt a brief update.
first year of college has been quite the experience.
dorm life
surprise birthdays almost every other week on my floor
i love my floor mates :]
pledge quarter
spending too much money
getting a big bro :]
chinese arts dance club
too much drinks
late game nights
doing my own laundry!
keeping up with grades
biking in gangs.
having ppl call out "omg so many asians on bikes"
cops and robbers at the death star
petty rivalry...stupid pineapples. xD jaykay <3
drama class.
drama drama
drama drama drama
oh my goodness too much sushi
japanese gardens
dead ducks, squirrels, blue jays, etc.
and so much more. xD
i am anxious about moving back. all the things i want to do, and all the things that i dont. i am pretty proud of myself for surviving my first year though. im not exactly the most strong-willed, and im surprised i didnt have a complete mental breakdown.
this blog has just been a jumble of random facts. spitting things out and displaying it for the rest of the world wide web to see. i havent done that in a bit. and i havent XANGAed since forever! and like the last time, im on this dumb thing when i am aware i have loads of work waiting for me on my desk.
until next time.
-bee
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| i should really be working on my research paper right now. but for some reason, i felt like logging on to xanga. and when was the last time i posted something? like..nearly 3 years ago. that was completely random... from writing about the california youth authority to blogging on xanga. just to be writing someting. summer has been a bummer. save for a few times when i was actually out and about. its the summer before college starts, i should be doing something, yet here i am taking an english course, napping and getting fat. i cant believe it tho. going to college still feels so surreal. it still feels like im going to be back in the halls of tech this fall and eating lunch in the engineering academy. strangely. i really miss that guy merrill. but yes. i cant believe it. im going to college. i once complained about finishing high school, and now that it is complete, im scared to move on. surely i will, and im looking forward to it. but the thought is kinda scary. a lot of people probably feels the same way. but still.. what am i doing here. i have a paper to complete. | | |
| its been a while since i've logged on into my xanga account...i was reading the blogs i posted before and they're...embarassing? i thought they were stupid.. -__-
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| thank you for all those presents! much love to jenjen. spoony. nemo. nanny. and chris. | | |
| it was so FUN yesterday!
after dim sum..i went to diem's house..did nothing and finally decided to wait for the bus..she thought we were gonna be late. but we made it in time...just barely we walked around in a big circle until we finally found the sign-up place.
it was cool working at the king kong booth..me n' diem was so smart. more people started to come to our booth but when we left the people who took our shift started losing them.. hahahahaha
the rest of the people started arriving when i left. when i came back. ben got really wierd and joelaw started rubbing that stupid malfunctioned nemo on everybody -__-
i got a lotta prizes thanks to other people..lol and the fire works were really really pretty..yes..it was the best day i've had since the last day of school.. | | |
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